Sister Time

Its a good night. I just got back from a game night, am wearing my glasses and sweats, listening to Fall for You by Secondhand Serenade on youtube and writing a blog. Yesterday Bailey and I had a sister date, something that is necessary every now and then but doesn't happen nearly enough. We went downtown for lunch, I bought a cute bag in GAP, and we saw "He's Just Not That Into You." So cute. I love romantic movies that leave you warm and giggly afterwards. 

Today I met with a friend to do a bible study. We got into talking about this year and I realized how much I have fluctuated between clinging to God and barely feeling any desire to spend time with Him. I hate it. It seems like whenever things are going well, I back off. These last two weeks have been pretty hard emotionally and are just starting to get better. Its frustrating because when things were really hard, all I wanted to do was be with God through prayer, reading the Bible, etc. I've barely ever felt such a strong desire to spend time with Him and it was such a blessing.  Now that things are getting better though, I find myself slowly relying on Him less and less. So frustrating. Anyway, I apologize for how random this blog has been. I'll blame it on the time...even though its not that late :P