Last night was my choir concert. I love performing with a choir. SO much better than voice recitals. You get all the perks of performing without the stress of being singled out. Some people would probably disagree, but thats just my introverted opinion.
On a more serious note, lately I've been thinking about this saying I heard about a month back. Its pretty cheesy, but challenging at the same time.
"If equal affection cannot be,
Let the more loving one be me."
That's so hard for me. Often, I feel like I like people more than they like me. I know, sounds pitiful and like I have terrible self-esteem. Which I don't, and anyway, that's beside the point. I never want to be the one putting myself out there; the vulnerable one. Lately, I've been in that position and hate it. I really shouldn't though. I mean, look at God. He's constantly in that position. He is always with us and gave everything for us, yet so often I don't even want to spend an hour with Him. I should feel blessed when I love someone, regardless of how they feel about me. Too often I let my pride get in the way. So the goal for the week: love without reservations. Those of you reading this, keep me accountable!
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